where are you now?

I told you, never trust what other people said. And you said, you'll never trust others.
I told you, I'll always love you, no matter what. And you said, "yes, I will too".
I told you, that I'll be here supporting you in whatever you do, and you said "I will always be there for you too."

But I guess, everythings over now. I told you, it wasnt me who sent those texts to you. But you dont trust me. I dont know how else to prove it to you, that I love you, and no one else. But you said, you got over me already. THAT easy?! ugh. I wish I could be like you, forgetting someone you aint easy. It hurts.

I'm sorry if what ever i texted you, hurt you. I dont mean it. I'm tired of crying. Tears keep falling t\down everytime I think of you. I miss you. I know you dont trust me. I know, I was wrong giving someone my password. I totally am sorry.

I cant be a girl who you want me to be. I just cant. Right now, everything's falling apart. Where are you? I thought you'll always be there? When I need hug, where were you?

I'll get over you, soon. not now. why? Cz I still love you.

xx,
Nad