another love?

Ahh, freak. A crush of mine is inlove with someone else): how do I deal with this kinda thing? Call me stupid. Yes, I'm fuckin crying. Wtf right?! I am strong.. & with this kinda problem, I promise you, I'll be stronger!

Twitter crush, yes. That's kinda stupid. But, I'm feeling like this feeling is different. Its just is different.. Maybe that's what they call, a fool in love? I'm the fool here-,- ahh, crap. This feeling of "heart broken" is effin killing me ): well, not literally. But yeah. Freak.

Sometimes, I just hate myself for being me. In love with someone in twitter? That's just crap. Don't you think so. But he's just different. I like like like him.. But now, he's in love/crushing someone else.. I can do nothing but get over him.. That's all I'm able to do..

People, wish me luck. Being strong, well at least, act as if I'm strong, isn't as easy as it seems. It hurts & its killing, slowly.. Trust me.. Plus, I'm only a girl who loves breaking her own heart.. What do you expect?! Its sad to be friends with me huh? CRAP.