Why?

We started to know each other in a bad way. Well, teasing each other.. I remember that moment and it made me smile. Realizing how stupid was I. ;P Then, you came to me and my friends. Suddenly.. You said you wanted to be bestfriends with us. Ididnt believe you, well who will when someone who teased you suddenly came to you and tell you that they wanted to be friends? BESTFRIENDS? I bet you were on a dare that time..

Then you wanted to go out on Friday, I agreed. With some other dudes ad girls.. But suddenly I cancelled everything. Bcz I cant.. I invited you to a [arty of mine.. We talked together.. Play games.. Ahh, sweet memories huh? It was great to know that we were friends.. You were the last guy who left the party.. We talked about lots of stuff..

Then suddenly, you changed, you just changed to someone else. Someone I dont  know, and I dont wanna know. You dont talk to me now, you ignored me. I wonder why? Is it bcz I didnt wanna go out with you? I'm sorry.

This "silent war" we're having is not fun at all. NOT AT ALL. I do miss talking to you. It's not that I dont wanna go out with you, but it would be awkward. I hate awkward moment ya know. But i guess, there's nothing more I could do to make that "bro&sis" relationship with you. But I couldnt save it. It's gone. Literally gone.

To my little bro: I am sorry if I did all this. I am sorry if its because of me you're acting so weird like this. But could you just talk to me? tell me whats wrong? And I would try my best to fix it. There is no sense of playing game when I've done all I can do. I miss you. I mean it. I miss the old you. My little brother. I miss the guy who I thought you were. Remember when I had problems, then you were there to listen to them and you gave me such great words? Where are those words now? Whtever it is, I really hope you will talk to me and tell me whats wrong. And please stop pretending like nothing happened. I know there is something wrong somewhere