I wanna be a better me :]

Nadeera Farhana? Yeah, that's me. Shit no, I am not proud of who I am now. I thought changing myself is THAT easy. If you really think it is as easy as ABC, I guess you are wrong. Yes, we know ourselves more than anyone else, but when it comes to one day, we just don't know ourselves anymore.

With these gifts God has given to me, it made myself forgets who I was. I was such an innocent girl. Things changed me. Maybe you can call it as part of growing but really realizing who I really am is not the best part.

I forgot about The Creator. I never say thanks nor be grateful for what I have. What kind of jerk is that? All I did was regreting and not appriciate whatever has happened to me. My parents, are the best. I can find no one like them. My dad is the best man in the world. He's strict in everything but he can actually be such a sweet and kind guy. No one can ever replace you, Dad. Mom? No words could actually describe you. I wanna be like you. A very patient lady in my life. No one is like you. I bet if someone else is my mom, they would've kill me now. Mom, thanks for being there.

God, thanks for opening my heart again to all of these things that I never realized before. Thank you again, Lord.