Put the blame on me?

Yeah, I used to be called as the trouble maker. Well maybe I was. But that doesnt mean they can always blame it on me right?

I am a high school student with lots of friends and problems. But I aint a trouble maker. I got in trouble twice. Now, Emily is trying to get mad at me.I tried to deny her but she keeps making it obvious that she doesnt like me. Why? Me myself not sure about that. I got tired of getting all the blame. Btw, Emily is my teacher. She somehow rule the school as my school right now got no principal.

Yesterday, I told Arsya that I wanted to move and did asked my dad's assistant to look for me an international school. Ms Reri was there. Suddenly she pulled me to the side and asked me what's wrong. Told her everything. I honestly cannot hold my tears any longer.

Being the one who the teachers keep blaming on just because of some dark histories aint a joke nor a happy story. Having a teacher calling me a trouble maker can be a joke but when it's overly said it aint joke no more. Like I always say, once or twice, its fine. But when you tell the same joke over and over again, nobody will take it as a joke.

I thought I was welcomed here. To be honest, by the students here, hell yeah, I feel welcomed here.But with the teachers here especially the one who are quite important here, no. I do not feel welcomed. WHY?! Why are they being so unfair with me?

Damn, high school life aint easy.