to my dearest sayang ♥

Asy'ari Amir, thank you for being such a loving, caring, understanding and the best boyf ever. Thank you for accepting me for who I am. Thanks for loving me with all your heart. Thanks for the effort you made just to see me. Thanks for being brave enough to meet my parents on our first date. And our first date, was AWE to the SOME. eventhough its just in Puncak Alam [ a place you called "uncivilized" ], but spending every second of the day with you was the best part of the day.

Thanks again for coming to Puncak Alam, for the second time for the second date. And confessed to mom that we are actually dating. Just so you know, I am serious in this relationship. I love you in whatever situation. I cannot thank you enough for what you've done but I really wanna thank God for giving me the chance to be with you. 

I am so sorry for treating you so badly before we were actually dating. I told you the reason right? i know its not good enough to treat you that way, but I thought it would help. I guess, it didnt. And I really hope next time you meet my family, you will get along with my little sisters and brother okay? And I am also looking forward to meet your family members. I miss you.

I miss you, I miss everything about you, I miss your voice, I miss your little jokes and I surprisingly miss it when you speak in Malay. I really hope this relationship could work. Thank you for choosing our official date; 30th November 2011. I hope this relationship exclude girls from your pasts and boys from mine. And thank you for knowing the right words to say when I am in the situation where nobody can actually understand what am i going through ♥

I hope its not too late to wish you

, "Happy !st Month Anniversary, Sayang"  I love you no matter what ♥ Remember that.