The Ignoring Game is finally over!

Remember, when I posted a blog about the "Who?" game that was happening to my school? Yeah, it is finally over. There is no more ignoring. But at the same time, I am having quite a problem with my brothers. Not Neel, not Dom. But Handi and DW.

Well, it started with Handi. I had an argument with him due to JIMS Festival. Maybe I was the wrong one here. So, I decided to try talking to him yesterday. As what Ms Reyna asked me, I tried to patch things up with him. So, in Maths class, I tried talking to him. But you know what, he ignored me. I surely felt stupid that time. What would I embarrassed myself in front of Ryan? He literally ignored me. Since that moment, I promised to myself that I will never forgive him. Maybe I will talk to him or patch things up with him. But the little part of me will always remember the moment he made myself feel stupid.

It has been five or four days me not talking to Handi. But the last two days, DW suddenly didnt talk to me. Well, maybe he didnt ignore me but he is not talking to me like he used to. You know, before this when I cry at school, DW and/or Atikah will be there to make me laugh when I can't even smile But now, it's like I dont even know him. It is like he is a stranger to me. Neel said it is maybe because of me not talking to Handi. But seriously, what can I do? He ignored me and I am tired of making myself look stupid.

Well, basically, I am now a nobody in class. And I cant be with myself as I am going to either cry or bring myself down. I dont know what to do. This is just too much. /':