So, this is how it feels /:

I always wonder what does it feels like to be admitted in the hospital. I wonder how does it feel when they put the needle in you and make you sleep with it.

On the 8th of March, I felt what does it feel to go everywhere with a needle in you. And I am still feeling it. I am admitted in Rumah Sakit Medika BSD, Serpong. I got a VIP room yet sleeping with needle in you aint a good feeling. I dont like it. It is my 2nd day here, and I think I died a little inside due to boredom. Thank God I am in front of the SuperVIP room, I can use their wifi now. hehe.

I have thypus. And it is due to lack of rest and sleep and eating disorder. How can I rest when my IGCSE has started and some of them are about to start? My eyes might be closed, but my mind will never sleep. Now, I am using the oxygen tank as I cannot breathe due to sinus. Yeah, I do have Sinus since I was small.

I thought being admitted in the hospital is nice because everyone is giving their attention to you, but hell no. When you are on this bed, all you want is to get well and go home. And all the attention you wanted will disappear. You jjust feel like you dont need them anymore.

Thank God mum is willing to stay here with me, I am deeply sorry mama.. I dont want you to be stress as you stayed here for 2 nights already. And thanks to dad and sisters and bro who never get bored and still come to visit me. Thank you also to my boyfriend, who is very very patient with my attitude and accompany me all the time. Thank you sayang. I love you guys :*

Maitsa, Rania and Atikah who are on their way here to visit me. Thank you everyone. I will never forget this. I love all of you :* <3